Friday, September 14, 2007
It's 3am in the morning n I still not able to sleep. Not that I do not want to wish to sleep, as a matter of fact I am so sleepy and on morning shift today but I'm so breathless that I have to sit up right and sometime it does not work n I have to stand. How to stand and sleep? If only I have those machines that can be attached somewhere & I kind of standing and able to go to sleep, that will be good. Especially for pregnant women like me who nowadays always so breathless.
Yes I am pregnant, 7 mths pregnant and I have abt 2 and a half month more to go. I hope everything will be well as I am scared. Always make joke abt myself so big like shamu the whale and how bad I look now. In reality I am so scared that I won't go back to my original size and shape after giving birth that why I always joke abt it. Yes you can call me vainpot but I don't care as I am vain about it. I am not shallow but I am vain. To me looks and how you present yourself does really matter in this world. I am being honest here as I am tired of hearing people say that looks does not matter. All those people that say that think again. Are you sure? If you are why there still lots of marial affair? And most of it happens that the husband or guy goes for better looking women and younger women.
Ok..... ok.... I do not wish to continue this topic as I might keeping on going on and on about it. With what ever short sentences I've said, all of you out there can ponder about it. I might be wrong but I might also be right, so it's up to most of you to decide.
